some new found wisdom

I think I now know why the nurofen packet says "take 1 with water" and not "take 5 with brandy" :) I'm smart, I know. So I ended up having spaghetti canny last night because I couldn't be bothered walking to the shop. And I was so bored that I did the dishes, twice, made choc chip cookies, emptied the dish washer and cleaned every ones crap up :) oh and ate some choc chip cookies.  

I got up at about 1pm today. It was hot :( but I wore winter stuff anyway :) No one shall see my skin! I want winter to come back! every one becomes obsessed with the beach in summer. And I'm expected to go LOTS because I live a few streets away. I like the beach sometimes, but if it's hot, I'd rather just swim in the bath :) When I was little once, father promised to take us to the beach and I was all excited. But he went to work instead I think. But I'd already had my bathers on half the day, and had all the beach stuff out. So I ran a really cold bath, put sand in the bottom, got some shells and all the beach stuff and had a beach-bath. I found out that it wasn't the best idea later, when I had to clean all the sand and stuff from the bathroom. Oh well. 

All the summer clothes have taken over the shops. There's not many shops here, just the surf shop, target, just jeans and some other old peoples shops. I don't like the surf shop much. It's way too expensive and they don't have much interesting stuff. Target is, okay, but it's been taken over with high school musical stuff, hannah montana and The Veronicas. And every one else wears it. Just jeans is half full of mini-mini shorts and skirts and the other half is Camp Rock t-shirts or lacy, strappy stuff. I just buy lot's when we go to Perth, which isn't that often. Because Perth is maybe 8-9 hours drive and 10 hours bus trip away. Hopefully I'm bussing up in January with my friend for the after christmas sales and hopefully going to see a band, hopefully. not sure what band, but I'll find one. 

It's new years soon! I'm going to try and organize a new years eve party with my friends, normally I just go to family friends, pretty boring. But you're suppose to start the new year the way you want it be like aren't you? So I want to start it having fun. I think we're having a christmas party this year. Ashley is leaving to travel around Aus next year so were having a party for her too. And In the holidays I'm going to make sure I see my friends LOTS and do other stuff. And I'm going to try to do something each day, like go for a walk or something. And I'm going to make some clothes or something. Something completely unique that no-one else will have. And I'm going to get my cousin to help me out with guitar, because at the moment I can only play one hilarious song. Last holidays I taught myself a bit of piano. I can play a few songs, so I'm going to do more of that too. And I'm going to make some christmasy stuff, get into the whole "christmas spirit" thing. Got to think about some new years resolutions too. I can't even remember what my resolution was for this year, I think it was about not judging people or something like that. I think that has worked. I don't what to do for 2009, any ideas? To get out of this town! but that would never happen, mum and father like it here apparently. My sister is moving next year I think :( I'm going to miss her. She kind of understood me sometimes, even if she does hate me. I don't want to be here with them alone. She knew what I was talking about when I said I don't like it here and I don't fit in. Mum and Father are just like "well, just be like them and you will fit in"  I DO NOT want to be like them, I will not be a sheep. I tried it once, being like them. It didn't work. I felt stupid. I was in the "cool" group once. People kept saying I was "cool" I could never believe them, I wasn't "cool" I was just following. My friend says there are 2 different kinds of cool, the sheep cool, when you're only cool because you're like the others, and the awesome cool, when you're cool because you're interesting, and actually somebody. I want to be awesome cool. but being awesome cool often means that the others think you're a freak, but that's ok.