I scream, you scream, we all scream for ice-cream

I can't be bothered writing; it's about 35°c  and I'm so uncomfortably hot! 

Had to go back to school today :( I would much rather go back and do work experience again. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, I just did filing and making posters and some stocktake. 

My science teacher was very grumpy at me today, because last week he told me to get some work from him before I left, but I didn't get it because I was trying to sort stuff out with the whole threats and stuff and my friend was hell upset. And today I went and asked for the assignment sheet and he said "You didn't come to see me last Wednesday! I got sheets especially for you!" so I said sorry and explained why I didn't come and asked if there was anymore worksheets I had to do because I was going away for another week and a half and he said very angrily "That's a long time to be away. Is it absolutely necessary?! Why are you going? Is it something I can know about or personal issues?" !!!!! It's not like I'm going to say "Oh sorry Sir! I'll just cancel my plane ticket and stay here for you. " And I wonder what he was thinking about when he asked if it was something he could know about or if it was personal, lol.  

And my friend is being horribly annoying. We coloured our hair for the worlds greatest shave on Saturday and I had told everyone that I'd organize it for on Saturday and email them everything. So I emailed her fifty times as well as texting her and she didn't reply. So today at school I asked her why she didn't reply and she said she couldn't be bothered checking her emails and didn't want to come anyway! So now she isn't going to colour her hair because it's "stupid" and she hasn't even tried to get any sponsors. And all day she just kept saying stupid things. Normally she's not all that understanding or nice, but today she was even worse. Her normal line is "no one has a reason to be depressed; they should just get over them selves!" but today my friend was having a really bad day and she just kept telling her to shut up and stop being so self centered when she wasn't even talking. And at lunch her and Reyne were obsessing over Twilight and then Paramore. It was horrible! It made me sad and I was talking to my friend about how awesome Paramore are but now they've gone hell mainstream and silly girls are like "OMG have you heard this new band called Paramore?" and She came over and was like "Stop being ridiculous, just because we know every Paramore song and you don't" hahahahahahahahaha she thinks they have 3 songs!!!!!! And so me and my friend kept talking and she was talking about all serious stuff and then she came over again and was like "You two are drama queens, just get over it. You don't even know what you're talking about!" So I told her to fuck off and she huffed off lol. And I have vowed to hate her for the next 3 weeks because she is always being horrible and thinks we depend on her. Her and her stupid black and white world. 

Anyway, I can't be bothered being all cut up and annoyed about it now, I'm too excited. I get to spend 1 and a half weeks with my grandparents that I haven't seen for 2 years! yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayaayayayayayayayayyayayayayayay 

Borrowed Time

Wow. Today was messed up. I can't even try and understand what happened with out thinking about how hard it is to keep breathing. But nothing comes easily. I wish it was that hard for things to go, but it seams so easy for everything to disappear. I take another breathe, it's the only thing I know how to do.   

All Alone! wether you like it or not, Alone will be something you'll be quite a lot.

Hello.

I am back in this hole of a town. I wish I was not. 

This town stays the same. And if someone is to change, the whole town changes too. Like sheep, but not nearly as awesome. But in that city, there is different people. But they don't seem so different, because everyone is different from each other. make sense? 

Any who. I am back. For about a week and a half. Then I am sitting for eight hours to arrive at that city again, but, then I am catching a plane and spending another 3 or so hours sitting (in much more comfort) to arrive in Sydney! 

Yes, anyway. I had a pretty good weekend. Went to my cousins wedding. Felt pretty spesho because we were the only kids out of about 30 of my cousins to be invited :) 

'Twas nice. I know, weddings are suppose to be more than 'nice' but, it's all so unoriginal. And people kept coming up to my sister and talking about how they remembered her and my 3 cousins, but no one talked to me :(  lol. 

Oh and I felt sooooooo ridiculous! Me, wearing a dress, high heels and, make up. haha Mother and sister forced me to wear make up, so I went and got some blue eye liner, because I thought it may as well be interesting. lol But, some lady did come up to me and tell me my dress was her favorite of the night. awwwwww. lol

The food was weird. The only thing on the vego menu was some weird spiced root vegetables and caramelized onion and goats cheese tart :( it was yuckkkkkkkkkkkk lol but Liam gave me some of his roast potato. Life saver. And he had to eat raw salmon for entrée lol

I have to do work experience this week :( And because I couldn't find anywhere else I have to do it and my parents business :( which means a week of mum getting annoyed at me me 24/7. I never thought i'd say this, but I wanna go to school! lol I get an hour for lunch though. yay? 

I got internet on my iPod touch now. But it will only let me write titles of blog entries. not the actual entry bit :( lol I should really be doing my S and E assignment, it has to be in tomorrow. And I haven't even done 1/4 of it. It's about choosing pathways for uni and how we are going to be able to do what we want to do when we are older, but I can't do it. I have no idea what I want to do when I'm older! I just want to travel in a double decker bus with endless supplies of choc milk. But when I handed that into the teacher he got angry and told me to be serious because it is a very important issue. I don't care. I'll be a homeless bum if I want to!

going to Perth this arvo

bye