I'm afraid that some times you'll play lonely games too. games you can't win 'cause you'll play against you.

I really am so very bored. It's stormy and things are flooded and there is absolutely nothing to do, except type. Every thing is quite messed up, me, them, that place, this life. I bought a kids book yesterday. OH The Places You'll Go by Dr Suess. My favourite teacher use to read it, it was her favourite book. It is really a great book. What should I buy with my birthday money? I don't know what I want. My birthday is on tuesday. My party was crap. they always are. I don't much like parties. I don't like going to other peoples houses and I don't like being the host. I never want to do what every one else wants to do. I get bored of people. I'm going to make thank you cards. and christmas cards. I don't think I'll be able to survive school tomorrow.