I couldn't think of anything that sounded any good at all

but you get that when you haven't slept for 26 hours. Had a party last night for new years. I can't be bothered writing, but I promised myself I would do writing or drawing or something like that every day for the rest of the holidays (1 month) So basically we had way too much coke. blew up 40 balloons, but ended up with only about 10 coz we let them go outside. Covered the back lawn with party poppers and glow sticks. Covered ourselves in the glowing stuff that is inside of the glow sticks, they kept breaking on us. Covered the road in front of our house with party poppers. We had to celebrate new years twice, of course, because of stupid daylight savings, and also because we forgot about the real one and didn't realize it was 2009 until 15 minutes after 12. We went to bed at 2:30 after my parents came home. Two people went to sleep, but the rest of us kind of forgot. After a long time of trying to wake the others up, we gave in and went to the beach without them. We wanted to see the sunrise, but it had already come up when we went at 5:30 so we went down there anyway. So yeah that's pretty much it. 

2009. fuck. I want time to stop so badly. I don't want anything to happen. I don't ever want to have to go back to school. 

I want to start again, but I cant, it's all going to be the same, no matter how hard I try. Everything around me is the same, everyone still thinks the same, in black and white. It's hard to tell the truth when everyone is trying to prove you wrong. But maybe I'll just have to try harder. 

My best friend is in Perth. I miss her so much. She's not coming back until the 13th and I want to talk to her so bad. 

Umm, new years resolutions. I haven't even done that yet, but I suppose, tell the truth, don't judge and, of course, eat less.

Looking back at 2008, I did nothing. I'm going to do more this year.

Happy New Year.