But, they remember me sometimes, only to blame me and forget me, again.
Everyone has forgotten each other.
They're too busy trying to win.
I'm not sure why everything is a competition, to know more, to have more, to talk more. There's competitions about whose family is bigger, funner, louder. Whose problem is the biggest, whose lunch is the worst.
They've forgotten everything.
They've forgotten that words can hurt people.
They have no idea that what they are saying is leaving people lonely.
You can't even talk to them anymore.
If someone was to say "I'm killing myself this afternoon" they would spend the next 30 minutes talking about their own (not at all) horrible life.
They say nothing of any importance and listen to no one.
They insult everyone else, but will not allow themselves to feel that same pain.
She talks endlessly about how she is so "excellent at listening" "great at understanding people" and "good at helping" not realizing the tears running down her friends face.
They are not hers; they are not important.
I'm tired.
This makes me sad :[ But I know people like that. It isn't fun.
ReplyDeleteAnd thanks, I feel really lucky.